Rabu, 02 Desember 2015

Guardian

I have one more guardian,
that is you, baby...
So grateful, there are so many people love me

I have one more people who guarantees me,
I have one more people who guides me,
that is you

I know, I know
I'm stupid, dumb, fool, and whatever you say, they say, he say 'bout me...
But I miss you

Ok,
I have said 'loving you is not a fault' indeed,
Sorry, but I realize today loving you is a big fault...

Selasa, 01 Desember 2015

Ikan Cantik

Sekarang aku berenang
Berenang dalam seember kesalahan
Ikannya cantik, airnya keruh

Getar bisik suara batin:

Hanyut?
Tidak, aku sudah mencoba untuk keluar,
tapi ikannya terlalu cantik...

Mati?
Belum, tapi akan menghilang
tapi ikannya terlalu cantik

Sekarang aku menangis
tapi aku tetap berenang
dalam arus, bersama arus

Keluarlah!
Tidak! Aku menikmati ini...
Ikannya terlalu cantik

Kau bodoh!
Ya, tapi ikannya terlalu CANTIK!!!

Kau amat sangat bodoh! Ikan itu bukan milikmu!
YA!!! AKU TAU!
Maka itu, diamlah...
Biar aku di sini untuk fana
menikmatinya...

Play Ring

Shit!
I lost my mind, we lost
Getting close and forced
We now are playing
With love and feeling
And flames
And lie
And die
And us

We are burned
In love, in lie, in affairs
We are fuckin' false!
In day, in room, in chat
We are playing with all rings
And bring, and drink, and ding ding ding